June 07, 2003
memories...
hee hee....today i don't know why, i suddenly want to read my past diaries....and i mean those written diaries not the online ones....haha. and i realize...the first page of my oldest diary.....was written in 1994......which was 9 YRS ago......can you believe that?.......when i look at it i felt "wow.........i really am getting old...."...hahha.....it's a funny kind of feeling......feels like time files and 9 yrs....just passed by with a blink of an eye. i can't help but keep laughing at the things i wrote ....kind of funny stuff....the way i see things was quite weird....hahha.....and i was being so immature and silly and stupid all together...just so weird..to a point that i would quesiton myself if that's really myself at all.....and during those 9 yrs.....i have 3 diaries including the one i'm using right now.....haha....you can tell how lazy i am....3 yrs/diary....hahhahhahahahaha.....i think i really had changed alot in all these yrs....i am a different person than even a few months ago......constantly changing......don't know if that's good or bad....there was once that i thought i was mature enough as in the thinking level wise.....but then i found out only immature ppl would think that way....haha...........before i was sometimes too "執著" (stubborn i guess?) on a certain things...and exactly a yr ago......i wrote down something funny....and a yr later today....i think i shall give an end to it. took me a yr to learn how to let go?....or even more.......i can't really recall...and before i've even made a stupid promise to myself.....haha.....and now that promise is gonna vanish like it was never there before...haha.......there's one more thing i want to add...i just found out i didn't invite cass, joanna, alice and ada to my LAST YR's birthday party......ahhah.........that's all i want to say. see ya.!
Author: elmolulu » Comments:
June 06, 2003
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would someone kindly write my algeo test for me tm?
Author: elmolulu » Comments:
June 04, 2003
busy june...
wow.....my month started off quite busy...and i'll be stressed at least till mid june......
omg........here's wat's gonna happen:
June 1st --> Charity event (volunteer)
June 5th --> Econ midterm
June 6th --> Algeo test
June 6th --> St.Augustine (volunteer)
June 11th --> Interview at Centennial College
June 11th --> Comp assignment due
June 13th --> St.Augustine again...
June 18th --> Joanna's birthday
June 20th --> Algeo test
June 24th --> Econ midterm
and the list goes on.............*_*
Author: elmolulu » Comments:
June 01, 2003
my friend's song...
夜晚除了會令人多愁善感和感性一點以外是否也會牽連著人的情緒? 本來應該開心的一首(朋友作的)歌, 在我耳邊都幻變成哀傷的旋律...五月除了兩位朋友的生日值得慶祝外, 彷彿一時間我和周遭的朋友都被許多許多的悲傷籠罩著...在這個月最後的一晚我想寫一點續聚下來的心情感想. 五月二十三日對我來說是一個頗為重要的日子﹐ 因為這天令我看清了很多人和事﹐令我認識到自己的愚蠢與無知. 亦因這個原因而令我多晚失眠, 但慶幸最近情況已有好轉.(衷心感激每一個幫助過和關心過我的朋友). 當我面對感情失望的同時一向我最珍惜的友情亦遇上同一命運. 原來再好的朋友亦會因為一些細微的小事而鬧番, 甚至互數對方的不是, 然後更互不理睬. 我從來不知朋友對我有著諸多的不滿, 是我做得不夠好? 或許我自己本身真的很有問題﹐不然人家又怎會這樣說....從不喜歡靠別人的我, 一廂情願的以為可以在好友身邊找回一些依賴, 但到頭來才發覺我帶給了別人很多不必要的麻煩. 以後我也不會妄想得到別人的幫助. 可能感情和友情同屬奢侈品, 現時的我還未配擁有....我的中文打字速度的確很慢, 整整花了一小時才完成這一小篇. 希望接近夏天的六月會為我們帶來好運吧. Sorry for those of you who can't/dont' know how to read chinese, i can only express myself better in chinese.
this is the song composed by my friend. (right click --> save as) She played the piano by herself ga.
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