July 18, 2004
unsatisfy...
Lately I've been experiencing some weird feelings...I don't know what it means to have a job to go to when I wake up every morning...I can't imagine what it would be like after I graduate. Maybe I'm just too lazy? That could be it, but I don't really know...ai ya.......i feel so lost...hahaha...i need to find something meaningful to do...I want to go on a photography trip....ahha....but I don't have the guts to go on trips by myself yet...all in all, I guess I was trying to say that i feel like i'm wasting my life...cuz everyday is the same...I wouldn't feel the difference btw today and tomorrow if you know what i mean...and for some reason, I think something in changing...it happened all of a sudden...i really hope things could stay the way they were before...but there is nothing i can do about it...i just feel a little disappointed...anyways, i just needed to find a place to vent...
Author: elmolulu » Comments: