A New Beginning

August 20, 2004

where is my life going?

Recently my desire to move out is growing stronger and stronger. I really think I would be so much happier emotionally if I don't live w/ my parents. I'm sorry to say that, but it is what I'm feeling. However, to have things in your way is not an easy task at all. I really have a lot to consider or think about. Money is the key issue. I'd need to pay my own rent, other living expenses, tuition, transportation etc...I wouldn't have the car I'm driving now if I decided to move out so its either I have to start getting use to taking bus or I have to lease/rent a car? which I don't think it's a valid option at this point. If I need to have the money to pay for all these stuffs, I would have to work. Would I be able to balance btw school and work? I'm not really sure...too bad I'm not the smart kind of student or else I can just work more and study less...sigh...what is my best solution? Probably moving out after I graduate and get a full time job...which is like 2 more yrs later...I don't know if I can survive for that long.........sigh...

Author: elmolulu » Comments: