September 13, 2004
i dont' know why but i keep finding myself fallen back into the same cycle over and over again.....most likely theres something wrong w/ me and my eyes...that's the only reason that can explain everything. must be.. *nodds*
Should i give up or keep trying? i really don't know wat is the "right" thing to do anymore...very confused. so many times i've been given the signal to let go.....but its not so easy to forget. y?...y do i have to go thru this again??? i hate myself! argh!
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hee hee i found this in a forum.
不能兩情相悅的愛情是一種精神病治療的藥物有3種
1.稀釋沖淡藥 用時間來沖刷,稀釋,時間可以沖淡一切,要多少時間係同你愛佢既程度成正比
2.雪球轉移藥 搵過另一個,將自己的感情全部轉移到另一個身上,但是最危險的是萬一呢段感情失敗左就好似雪球一樣愈滾愈大,我自己試過呢個方法係算可行.但係就好似賭注一樣
3.充實心靈藥 不停搵野黎做,搵班fd出黎大瘋大吠,或返教會團契,充實自己,等自己無時間去胡思亂想,雖然有d自欺欺人,但好多人都好鐘意呢個治療,因為咁可以填補自己心靈上果份空虛寂寞可能好多人都將第1同第3種藥混埋一齊,但療效唔一樣,因為用第一種藥會仍信會找真摰既愛情,但第3種藥會易使自己對愛情失信心,易沉淪,迷失自我
想念一個人，需要衝動的感覺
思念一個人，需要深刻的烙印
接近一個人，需要滿懷的誠意
愛上一個人，需要十足的勇氣
放棄一個人，談何容易