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January 13, 2005



Feeling: lazy...don't want to study...just let me listen to hocc
Listening: Hocc's Glam
Doing: Reading Applied Arts magazine (new issue), chatting, ocassionally looking at the candle on my desk (I can stare at it for hours...its amazing that how beautiful a little fire could be)

I've been eating popcorn everyday lately, especially when I want anime...hum...maybe I should stop that before I get too fat...hohohoho

Author: elmolulu » Comments:

January 12, 2005



After reading a friend's entry abt competition, I wanted to say something. I used to be a very competitive person when I was in elementary(in academic wise...lol), but eversince I moved here all my "competitiveness" has somehow disappeared. Maybe that's becuz I always won't and can't do as good as somebody else so why bother competing? Besides, nowadays I don't like to have the "competitive tension" btw friends if you know wat i mean. Then you may ask wat abt other ppl? I don't really know what's the point of competing to someone else, just to feel good for a couple of seconds? or just to feel you are "above" the others? None of these suit my personality now. (used to, but not now) I just want to give the best I can and stop caring about wat others got for their works. I agree that competing against urself is the best way to improve yourself. At least that's what I think. Anyways...

I'm feeling lucky tonight, just checked my marks for the past term all 4 marks are out but still dont' know the class avg yet. Last term has the highest sessional gpa for my 2 and 1/2 yr in UTSC which makes me feel very happy...lol
Now I'm gonna cross my fingers and hope everything turn out right for this term also! :) Good luck to everyone who has a study term for this semester~

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